thaipusam

today is a public holiday but it is the same for me everyday. haha.....By talking to my pal Andy, he make think back my childhood memories, it is good to have such a good memories, i remember all my 1st time's and while i look back at my past, i felt that life is not that easy, for me to grow until this stage.
i remembered when i 1st ride a bicycle, i learned how to ride i bike at seven years old, i personally think it is to old for me to learn that, but i put my effort on it. it was fun, my father gave me aspiration, he tell me that as long as you work hard, you will be successful. It proves that he was right, i ride my bike everyday, and eventually i have mastered the technique of riding a bike.
my father is a good guy, he is a good father, he spend most of his time with us and not his work. the lost of him will make a great difference in my life, i dunno how to express my feelings towards him. i am how i am now because of him. He thought me all the things I know, and he is always my target because he is always my mentor.
i cannot express my sorrow through words or tears, but my heart hurts everytime i think about my father, it feel like being stab or being torn apart, it is very painful.
i will now start a new life and i will be strong than before facing my challenges of life. I will certainly succeed in my future.